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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
1:01 pm	W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . . 1) pierce your nose or tongue?: tongue, but both would rock 2) be serious or be funny?: can't we do both? 3) drink whole or skim milk?: whole 2% A R E Y O U . . . 4) simple or complicated?: complicated... ask mikey! D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . 5) flowers or angels?: flowers 6) grey or gray?: gray 7) color or black-and-white photos?: color 8) lust or love?: lust is great, but both together is undescribale 9) sunrise or sunset?: sunset 10) M&Ms or Skittles?: it depends 11) rap or rock?: rap for dancing and rock for, well, rocking!!! 12) staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late 13) TV or radio?: radio 15) eating apples or oranges?: oranges A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . 16) Do you have a crush?: yes, who loves me back 17) Who is it?: mikey, my boy D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . 18) being hot or cold?: cold 19) tall or short for people you're interested in?: tall 20) sun or moon?: moon 21) emeralds or rubys? rubys 22) left or right?: right 23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend: 1 best friend 24) sun or rain?: i will say rain today, but the answer would be different tomorrow. 25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: vanilla usually 27) green beans or carrots?: yuck 28) low fat or fat free?: either M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . 29) What is your biggest fear in the world?: losing my brother (or someone that close) 30) Kids or no kids?: none, but lil m.l.g. III might be expected 31) Cat or dog?: neither right now. animals piss me off. 32) Half empty or half full?: Half Full 33) Mustard or ketchup?: Honey Mustard on chicken 34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?: Softcover 35) Newspaper or magazine?: magazine 36) Sandals or sneakers?: sandals 37) Wonder or amazement?: wonder 38) Red car or white car?: white 39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?: that is such a stupid question. 40) Singing or dancing?: Dancing 41) Hugging or kissing?: both 42) Corduroy or plain?: ??? 43) Happy or sad?: Happy 45) Blondes, brunettes?: blondes r fun to look at, but that's it. A B O U T Y O U . . . What time is it?: 3:10 Nicknames: Jess Names of siblings and age?: Jacob is 17. Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 20 Date that you regularly blow them out?: January 18th Pets?: Cats: Symone & Munchkin Dog: Bruce Height?: 5'5 Eye color?: dark brown Hair color?: blonde/brown Piercing(s):3 in ears W H A T D O Y O U W A N T. . . Where do you want to live?: Helena, McCalla, Mountain Brook, maybe here What kind of job do you want?: who knows Do you want to get married?: y-e-s W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . . 2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: 4 Coffee or ice cream?: coffee ice cream kix, but ice cream Shampoo or conditioner?: Shampoo Bridges or tunnels?: tunnels One pillow or two?: none *. . .F A V O R I T E S . . . * Salad dressing?: don't eat it Color of socks?: crazy mixed colored food? pizza color?: pink & green Non-alcohilc drink? sweet tea, cranberry juice, or Hawaiian Punch R A N D O M . . . 1 MINUTE AGO: was sitting here at the computer 1 DAY AGO: went to Tommy and Stacy's with Mikey 1 WEEK AGO: riding around with mikey 1 YEAR AGO: with johnny, no doubt I MISS: my dog Ginger, some old friends I AM: complicated as piss Wearing: Fox T and jogging pants Current Music: background to Jessica and Nick's Italy vacation Current Taste: none Current Hair: about to be straightened and curled on the ends Current Annoyance: school and parents Current Smell: none current refreshment: none current computer background: something gay my parents picked out current msn screenname: none (Comment on this)
1:05 am	Take a few moments.... AND FILL THIS OUT! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 16th, 2005
7:03 am	i'm sick of rumors starting... bruce gave me the 6:45 wake up call this morning. last night sucked as far as meeting up went. me and jess were supposed to meet up with some people who never showed. we had fun on our own, and we ate good food! i took the scraps by mikey's house, but i stayed maybe 20 mins since he was asleep. i was too tired myself. he knows i love him. bruce just found miss biannca's collar. uh oh! time for the constant ringing of the bell :( pete's mom named miss biannca gidget. gidget? when she had such a classy name... ? i am tired, so i hope bruce goes back to sleep soon. my bang-things that i cut look like shit on the smaller side of my part. they will grow soon, or so i hope. and yes, miss lohan is my dream girl. (Comment on this)
Friday, January 14th, 2005
11:52 am	ahhhh... weekend, here at last! mikey took a weekend job, so now i get more ME time. i think he thinks i'm cheating on him as it is... hehehe. that's what he gets. (Comment on this)
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1:09 am	In 2004 did you: 1. Go to a party? yeah 2. Try something new? lots of things, but couldn't name any 3. Have someone change your life? not really, besides guys changing my perspective on dating 4. Kiss someone? Duh, do I have to count? 5. Tell your family and friends you love them? oh yeah 6. Buy something extravagant? for my boyfriend(s) 7. Do something nice for you? not really 8. Do something terribly wrong? yes, that's just me 9. Move? no, still stuck at home 10. Go to a concert? uh huh Best of the Year: 1. Party: This wasn't much of a party, but the night Johnny and I were drinking over at Tony and Adam's cause of what happened after I got drunk. 2. Show: Date My Mom 3. CD: Maroon 5 4. Movie: Napoleon Dynamite 5. Song: that Petey Pablo song... 6. Experience: I think the night of my cousin's wedding when we rode in a stretch Hummer to 280. Or meeting Tony! 7. Concert: I can't think of all the ones I went to... 8. Book: I don't read unless I have to. 9. Month: July 10. Day: When Mikey and I went to the movies that first time in June; don't know why. Worst of the Year: 1. Party: New Year's Eve at Sam's trailer 2. Show: Swan? 3. CD: I'm sure it was pop music. 4. Movie: The Grudge 5. Song: That slow Britney Spears song where she kills herself in the video 6. Experience: the night I drank too much Tussin and couldn't find Mikey; my brother's wreck; Johnny driving recklessly on Lakeshore; Mamaw's death 7. Concert: Like I said before... 8. Book: Once again... 9. Month: May, I think, when Johnny and I broke up. 10. Day: I guess the day Mamaw died. Hopes for 2005: 1. Predict something that you think will happen in 2005? that I will settle with the right guy (if that means Mikey, I'm set already, but if it's not, then I'll meet him) 2. What do you hope changes about your country? That it will stop giving minorities the majority of everything. 3. What do you hope for yourself? That I pick a good major that I'll like 4. What do you hope for your family? No financial burdens 5. What do you hope for your best friends? that Christian is healthy; that the right guys/girls come along; that we spend more time together 6. What do you hope for the rest of your friends? that we become closer 7. Do you think any amazing medical advances will be made? not really, but I hope 8. What is your hope for 2005? world peace! During 2004: where were you when it began: Johnny's bed did you stay up: no new years wish: don't remember... guess it didn't come true how many girlfriends: none..:( how many boyfriends: 2.25 (the 1/4 there is a guy i was sleeping with) broke up: 1 new friends: 1 new friend and new acquaintances name them: Tony happiest moment: when Mikey bought me a ring how was your birthday: don't even remember best present: my ring (Comment on this)
Friday, January 7th, 2005
8:05 am	I love the ring Mikey gave me! *I'm looking at it glimmer in the dim lighting* Well, school is comparable to ass this semester. Lots of reading required. I HATE reading, unless it's a trashy romance novel, and that's only on occasion. I am glad that colleges are getting all my transcripts up until now when looking to accept me and offer me scholarships. There aren't many transfer scholarships available out there given by the actual universities. Anyway, I have Psychology: Human Growth and Development, American Literature II, Economics, US History II, and Biology 104. I am thinking of dropping Economics. There are so many guys in that class and like one row of girls. I don't dig on that since 1)I'm totally not single, and 2)I'm not attracted to jocks, which most of them are; in fact, I hate jocks all together. I love my US History class... *giggle* I can't help it; Bruce Lowery is just my fav teacher, even though he is a sucky advisor and sucks at teaching somewhat, too. I get to pick up Bruce today. He is already more than twice the size he was. He is gonna be huge. We had to get him treated for round worms and get all the normal six week shots. I paid half, and Mikey paid half. Last night we were all three snuggled up close on the couch. It was sweet, like we were a family or something. Mikey is trying so hard. He didn't have to try that much harder than he already was; he just needed to overcome those terrible fall backs, during which he was a selfish cock. I am not complaining! He is gonna see that when you treat a woman right, she treats you that much better. *I do realize it doesn't work like this for every case* I'm gonna treat him right as hell (that looked strange after I typed it). I have had a sinus infection that makes my face feel like I ran into a wall! I haven't been able to do much reading... hehe. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Maroon 5 (Comment on this)
1:02 am	Have you ever... [x]been drunk. [x]smoked pot. [x]kissed a member of the opposite sex. [ ]rode in a taxi. [x]been dumped. [x]shoplifted. [ ]been fired. [ ]had a job. [ ]been in a fist fight. [ ]snuck out of your parent's house. [ ]been arrested. [ ]stole something from your job. [ ]celebrated new years in times square. [x]went on a blind date. [x]smoked a cigarette. [ ]gone on an airplane by yourself. [x]broken a bone. [x]had sex in a car. [x]white lied to a friend. [x]went swimming in your bathtub. [x]had a crush on a teacher. [ ]celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. [ ]been to europe. [x]made out in a movie. [ ]taken caffiene pills. [x]been to disney land. [x]had a crush on someone you hardly knew. [ ]been to california. [x]been skinny dipping. [x]regretted something. [X]peed on someones lawn. [x]skipped school. [x]thrown up from drinking. [ ]lost your sibling. [ ]been butt naked bangin' on the bathroom floor. [x]kissed a member of the same sex. [x]been in a car accident. [ ]partied for days and days straight. [x]had a family member die. [x]played 'clue'. [x]had a sleepover party. [x]went ice skating. [ ]dropped acid. [x]been cheated on. [x]had a boyfriend/girlfriend. [X]had a threesome. [x]had a sweet sixteen. [x]had a car. [x]driven. Do you... [x]have a bf. [ ]have a gf. [x]have a crush. [x]have a dog [x]have your own room. [X]listen to rap. [x]paint your nails. [ ]play a sport. [ ]play more than one sport. [ ]watch sports on tv. [x]have a fav. group/singer/artist. [x]have more than 1 best friend. [x]get good grades. [x]play an instrument. [x]have slippers. [ ]wear boxers. [x]wear undies. [x]sleep naked. [ ]wear black eyeliner [x]like the color blue. [ ]like the color yellow. [ ]cyber. [ ]like to read. [x]like to write. [x]have long hair. [ ]have short hair. [x]have a cell phone. [ ]have a laptop. [ ]have a pager. Are you... [ ]ugly. [ ]pretty. [ ]hot. [x]ok. [ ]bored. [x]happy. [ ]bilingual. [x]white. [ ]black. [ ]mexican [ ]asian. [ ]short. [ ]tall. [ ]grounded. [x]sick. [x]lazy. [ ]single. [x]taken. [ ]looking. [x]not looking. [ ]talking to someone. [ ]IMing someone. [x]scared to die. [x]sleepy. [ ]annoyed. [ ]on the phone. [ ]in your room. [ ]drinking something. [ ]eating something. [ ]in your pjs. [x]ticklish. [ ]listening to music. [ ]homophobic. [ ]racist (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
7:35 am	well, that blew. the party ended before we ever went anywhere. mikey was passed out by 8:15 or so. me & david carried him to my car. i drove him home, having to stop and let him vomit a few times. when we got to his house, clint had to put a garbage can beside the bed, which mikey used several times before falling asleep. he told me to go have fun, so i almost called jody and met up with him on the way to eric's; however, after a few slices of pizza and a conversation with shirley, i was too tired to drive out there. fun fun fun... let me tell you. anyway, it all started when mom, me, & amanda were shopping, and he called to tell me we were staying home and grilling. i was ok with that since he was concerned about the roads and cops and stuff. next he called to tell me we were gonna stop by skateland where his boss was and to pick him up at some house. i asked why i was picking him up there, and he said cause that's where we were coming back to. i got an attitude! he didn't wanna do what i had wanted (when he'd said for a week we were doing what i wanted to do), but he wanted me to do what he wanted. so he called again and told me he'd come pick me up instead. i wasn't stupid. he was already fukt up; i could tell from his voice. i met him at a bp station, and we discussed what we were doing. suddenly he wanted to do whatever i wanted to again because: "this is our 1st new years together, and i want it to revolve around you." we decided to stop by that house to tell everyone what was up before heading to skateland, and then we were gonna meet jody at the grove. well, time goes by; little girls play in my makeup; little denton showed me stuff in the yard; penny talks to me about kids and names... so me and denton r on the back deck, and here comes mikey. he said he was looking for me, and he put his arms around me and talked to me for a while. then he had to sit down. then he had to lay down. then he couldn't get up. i got david, and that's where the former picks up. i didn't wake him up at 12. another year without a kiss. his mouth prolly tasted so nasty, anyway. (Comment on this)
Friday, December 31st, 2004
5:26 am	i accidentally posted my bf's name on my confessions on grouphug. readers are gonna know my addiction now. oh, i love reading it! some people have such insane confessions. i haven't gotten all that personal yet. not ready to let it slip about the 3 pigs i fukt...lol *that confession is posted by someone else* (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
1:06 am	"I caught you a delicious bass." i get so tired of guys, of having a serious boyfriend, of being straight... lol i realize now that i could be single if i had a pet to which i could devote my time. screw lust. who actually needs that? lust is something imaginary that the opposite sex places in your mind. and this is about the time bruce grunts, stretches, and goes back to peaceful sleep. i think what's gotten into me is the thought of children. caring for bruce is like caring for a baby to a certain degree. mikey and i were just talking about his behavior over the phone, and it made me feel like a parent. i don't like feeling like that. i was caring for the pup while he was out at the bar. ugh. sounds like a sad wives' tale. caring for a puppy is the biggest turn off, u could say. it reminds me how much i don't want kids, which in turn makes me never wanna take the chance by having sex. *yeah, right* bruce is so amazing, though. while i was typing that last paragraph, he rolled off my leg onto the floor. he got up, shook his head, and sniffled a few times. quite entertaining. jennifer and jacob got to see him today. they loved him. jen didn't wanna leave. i watched napoleon dynamite like 3 times today. it is such an awesome movie. i laugh more each time. it's the best new movie i have seen in a while. that quote was from it, for those of u who didn't know. i will start it again when i get back in bed. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
11:08 pm	bruce is with me tonight. i feel like a mother. i don't like that feeling. he has become playful. he bit my lips so hard today. i have scratches all over my face. he fell down the steps on jody's front porch...lol jody, his mom, and i snuck bruce into pizza hut in a bag. he slept the whole time. at the moment he is chasing something invisible around the living room. i don't know what my boy is doing tonight. i mean, i know what he told me... and i trust him... i am gonna be mad at him, though, if the story changes. i won't speak to him for a couple of days. o, i think he's mad at bruce cause bruce peed in his bed last night. i will go wash it tomorrow for him. that's my job, i suppose. (Comment on this)
1:33 am	Jody and I went to see The Phantom of the Opera. I am a huge fan cause I have seen the show in Atlanta and listen to soundtrack often. Anyway, the movie was LONG, but it was good. Jody and I were both upset at Christine for picking Raoul over the phantom. She's so every stereotypical girl. I went to Mikey's when we got back. We watched TV with the family and the dogs. Our Bruce behaved very well. We established that he is, in fact, "our" dog. Well, gotta take some quizzes now! Current Mood: blank Current Music: Maroon 5 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
12:29 am	futon screws & piss pools i kept bruce all day. i left him for a lil while to eat with my mom and mikey's parents. he was a good pup. he was very good when i took him back to mikey. i stayed over there for an hour, during which we put together a futon and basically took it apart again. kinda pointless, huh? i just feel like poo today. shirley told me i looked like it, too. that made my day even better. i ran into an old friend who is married and expecting now, and he called me the next day. that is so not cool. i told him that, too. well, my ring is bling-blinging in my eyes right now, so i must go. i must sleep another long, cold night without my pup near me. Current Mood: cold Current Music: Lenny Kravitz (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
4:08 am	i'll be fat for christmas mom and dad told me to walk down into the basement, and when i did, the exercise machine i have been wanting for months was down there! that was awesome. i didn't even ask for it. I used it for half an hour while j constructed his new bar-thingy. i got knockaround guys and the first season of newlyweds: nick & jessica; $100; fukmeboots (that i have to take back cause they r scratched), furry flip flops, 2 pairs of socks, and some guy PJs; 2 purses and a wallet; a digital camera and a rechargeable battery; the exercise machine; a hair straightener/curling iron; lots of edible things; maroon 5 cd; gift certificates to the galleria, movie theater, & o'charley's; mikey's ring; a bag of bath and body works stuff... that's about it, i guess. o yeah, and a few lbs!!! i gave mikey boots, boxers, jeans, pack of tongue rings, big box of candy, and a pocket digital camera; my family have him a shirt. i have already eaten more than half of the cheddar popcorn in my popcorn tin! i have eaten more than half of my dark chocolate orange, too. mikey gave me something shiny and expensive!!! omg, i sound so materialistic. it looks so good on my finger, and it is even prettier than i remembered. makes me wanna get engaged, or go ahead and pick out the ring, anyway. i stayed late at mikey's tonight just so i could spend some personal time with bruce. mikey's yellow lab loves bruce, thank God. he is spending the night with me tomorrow! if my family sees how perfect he is now, they will want to keep him.. i hope! i apologize for getting overly excited about brucey, but he is the most perfect puppy i have ever seen. he is soft, plump, tiny, sleepy, playful, loving, and adorable! shirley made him a shirt out of a sock, and i think i will make him some more. u know what, though? i think i am allergic to him. my skin has been itching terribly. it's not his fleas cause my cats have them, too, and even if i get bit, my skin only itches in that spot. omg, i need to go to bed! i love bruce! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2004
12:30 am	tonight i went to rocky's and sat with him and mikey long enuf to watch bring it on again (?), coyote ugly, and south park. it was awesome to just chill with the boys. i had picked us up a pizza that was killer. i had to part with bruce tonight. he got on my nerves half way through the night last night, but today he was incredibly good. it was such a change! he loves me so much. i think that's why i stayed at rocky's so long. i could not part with my lil bruce. i am afraid the big labs will get him tonight. he is such a doll. it will break my heart if he gets hurt. bruce butler is my baby! i miss him so badly already!!! sung to the mariah carey christmas song, "all i want for christmas is bruce!" i am so sad :( i love him. merry christmas, all. sorry to run on about a puppy. Current Mood: cold Current Music: ncaa 2005 (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
8:19 am	i'm so giddy! i woke up at 6:30 and started writing poetry, a journal entry, and now an online journal entry. it's absolutely ridiculous. i love it! i am in the mood to be wild. i wanna go do something crazy or get drunk and then do something crazy. or just get drunk..lol i have much to do today, like.... yeah. i can go off, go see my cousin, or do both. wow. if my cousins wanna go out to eat, i'm all about it. i need to go dry my hair cause i am cold. i am sure i will write again today since i am so energized. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: "It's So Big" I think was the title (Comment on this)
12:23 am	I had fun tonight. Jody and I met up with Eric, and then we met up with some girls- Cat and Carrie (sp?). We saw Ocean's 12. It was entertaining. Eric bought 7:45 tickets instead of 7:15, so we sat around for 45 mins. Then we weren't able to eat cause what we wanted was closed! It's all Eric's fault!!! He is cooler than I thought from my first impression{s}. I think I like him. I might go to his party on New Year's Eve. Mikey is "indisposed until Christmas." Ahh... I hope he knows the malls close early Friday night! We'll see how it all goes. I will miss him until I see him again. Hell, until I talk to him again. He didn't call tonight, so I see how he perceived "call me when you get the chance." Whatever. We are still good. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Jimmy Eat World (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
1:11 am	uh oh tonight i stopped by to see mikey for a few minutes, and clint said something i didn't like. i got an attitude, of course, and almost stormed off. then i calmed down. i am not sure why mikey didn't wanna see me today. the new xbox, i suppose. i went to see my friend tony from kansas. his brother and i have had a thing before, which bothers mikey. that's why i didn't want him to know. i passed him on the road, though. it was dark, and my windows are tinted anyway. we just rode to hueytown to get beer and look at lights in pleasant grove. then we came back to his house and played twister with his family for hours! it was so much fun. his stepmom was a lunch room lady at my hs, and she did the spinner for us. i was twisting in some unbelievable ways. i did nothing wrong! i hope he didn't see me. i will tell him tomorrow. i didn't tell him tonight cause i didn't know til after i talked to him. i hope everything is ok! it will suck if he won't talk to me or returns my ring cause of this. i love mikey! i got so mad at tony cause he bit my neck. i almost slapped him! that is gonna look bad if it makes a hickey. i am scared!!!!!! i wanna spend the rest of my life with mikey! i didn't do anything wrong. i am so scared. tomorrow i am going shopping with jody, so i hope it will calm me down. i was a good kitty! i don't need to lose the love of my life over this. (Comment on this)